“Loved”

You look at me

Without seeing anything

U smile for me,

But I know

you won’t cry for me

I’ve expressed

And I have hidden

I want to erase

what I have written

I tear the pages

But I protect the book

I don’t remember,

Yet I dream

And if It is dark

light is not to be blamed.

You are with me

Yet I lose you every second

I want to give up,

I also want to hold on

I love,

and I also know

that I am not loved