“Loved”

You look at me

Without seeing anything

U smile for me,

But I know

you won’t cry for me

I’ve expressed

And I have hidden

I want to erase

what I have written

I tear the pages

But I protect the book

I don’t remember,

Yet I dream

And if It is dark

light is not to be blamed.

You are with me

Yet I lose you every second

I want to give up,

I also want to hold on

I love,

and I also know

that I am not loved

About Dream

I am so afraid

Of losing the things

That I don’t love

For being the one

That I have always wanted to be

As I've

always been here

Searching for it

To just dive into it,

Or somehow get into it

Paint myself with it,

Or somehow wear it

There must be a different road

Or in a different world my dream must exist,

Otherwise I know, I am so much of it

And it is so much of me.